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\n\tIf You Stay (Beautifully Broken #1)<\/strong><\/span>
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\n\t24-year old Pax Tate is an asshole.
\n\tSeriously.
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\n\tHe’s a tattooed, rock-hard bad-boy with a bad attitude to match.
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\n\tBut he’s got his reasons.
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\n\tHis mother died when Pax was seven, leaving a hole in his heart filled with guilt although he doesn’t understand why. What he does know is that he and his dad are left alone and with more issues than they can count.
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\n\tAs Pax grew up, he tried to be the kid his father always wanted; the perfect golden boy, but it didn’t work. His dad couldn’t overcome his grief long enough to notice and Pax couldn’t keep up the impossible perfect façade.
\n\tSo he slipped far, far from it.
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\n\tNow, he uses drugs and women to cope with the ugliness, the black void that he doesn’t want to deal with. If he pretends that the emptiness isn’t there, then it isn’t, right?
\n\tWrong.
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\n\tAnd it’s never more apparent than when he meets Mila.
\n\tSweet, beautiful Mila Hill is the fresh air to his hardened frown, the beauty to his ugly heart. He doesn’t know how to not hurt her, but he quickly realizes that he’s got to figure it out because he needs her to breathe.
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\n\tWhen memories of his mother’s death resurface from where he’s repressed them for so long, Mila is there to catch him when the guilt starts making sense. Mila is the one…the one who can save him from his broken troubled heart; from his issues, from the emptiness.
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\n\tBut only if he can stop being an asshole long enough to allow it.
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\n\tHe knows that. And he’s working on it.
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\n\tBut is that enough to make her stay?<\/p>","tag":null,"up":0,"down":0,"hits":0,"rating":"0","rating_count":0,"serialize":0,"favorites":0,"recommend_home":0,"recommend_list":0,"hot":0,"create_time":"2020-06-23 16:16","update_time":"2020-06-23 16:16","reurl":"https:\/\/novels77.com\/243175-if-you-stay.html","status":1,"hits_day":0,"hits_week":0,"hits_month":0,"hits_time":0,"word":0,"recommend":0,"part":0,"classify":1,"category_infos":[{"id":10,"title":"Romance","title_short":"","title_ch":"romance","pid":0,"sort":0},{"id":14,"title":"Young Adult","title_short":"","title_ch":"young_adult","pid":0,"sort":0}],"category_info":{"id":10,"title":"Romance","title_short":"","title_ch":"romance","pid":0,"sort":0},"chapters":[{"id":95233,"novel_id":1613,"source":"Chapter One","source_ch":"chapter_one","run_time":1592900188,"chapter_id":1},{"id":95235,"novel_id":1613,"source":"Chapter 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